Part 1: Trusting

Where to start, so many interesting, challenging subjects to write about in this time. So I will write a personal blog that is close to my heart, as I’m sitting right amongst it. No better place to create from, then in the eye of the storm.

Here I am at this stage in my life (where a lady never shares her age), raising a teenage daughter by myself, whilst in the process of letting go of her father on all the levels. Wow, I’ve done lots in my life, so many adventures, challenges, risks, always striving to live outside the box, follow my heart and just trust in the flow. 

Being a true Sagittarius, always searching for the next place where my arrow was pointing, chasing a dream, a vision whilst never being satisfied with the norm, or where I actually was. But knowing that hunger for the unknown is actually what makes me tick, so instead of fighting it, embracing it.

After all my adventures in exotic lands, settling down in the magic city of Barcelona, falling pregnant with a man I truly loved, where all the cards were stacked against us, I surrendered. Could I give up my exciting, glamorous, sometimes truly challenging life to raise a child. I was 36 years old, working on private Superyachts, travelling the world. To really put someone else before myself. At this time I went deep, and quietening my monkey mind , I knew without a doubt that if my life wasn’t graced with motherhood, when I was older I would be carrying a deep sorrow.

So I let this seed of love and passion grow in my belly and thus began the most challenging though heartbreakingly, beautiful journey of my next phase of life. Here in these blogs I will share my journey of motherhood and this beautiful life us humans are living in right now, and the life we lived in before. The stories, all the highs, all the lows and all the in-between.